Your Love Is A Song.

Your love is a symphony.
All around me,
running through me.
Your love is a melody.
Underneath me,
running to me.

-Switchfoot.

I've got dreams to remember.

Listening to:
Stay by Safetysuit.

Okay, time for an update.
Let's see. Been pretty busy lately as you can see. Apart from watching that horrible Christmas Carol show in 3D last week, I watched New Moon today. I don't understand why people are just raving bout how sucky it is because honestly, I think it was 100 times better than Twilight. Apart from Kristin Stewert's terrible acting... it wasn't great, but it was pretty good. I wanted to pee so badly but I just couldn't get myself to run to the loo! THE WOLVES WERE SO UBER COOL.

TEAM JACOB ALL THE WAY, BABY.

Next show, must watch Ninja Assassin cause I made a friend today (lol) & she said it was awesome possum & that Rain's body is much better than Jacob. Now THAT I BELIEVE LOR. He's my #2 korean boy man.

I find this picture "funny" since Ming looks so LC with her I'm-posing-for-a-magazine-cover look & I look plain ugly. I wonder what were we looking at though, hahaha. That was the night it all started. I'm not sure it's a good or bad thing though. Oh well,

"Sometimes we just got to ride the waves and let them take us wherever we're meant to go." :)

Just look Amelia's face LOL.
That was our last tuition session everrrr. :(
How odd. Lea, Amel & MP were wearing red, Liyana & teacher turquoise, while Ming & I were wearing black that day! I'm really am going to miss this, a lot a lot. Not only did we learn many things together, we had fun while learning too. With all the munching and eating, bitching bout boys & talking bout girl stuff (since there wasn't any around!), sharing stories & just laughing so hard all the time even though we were mostly tired from school or just having a PMS day. There were a lot of "bang table" moments, seriously. All together along with teacher, I got to admit I'm surprise she's so open minded to stand us.

Part of all the funnn being in high school! :)

Sorry lah. Just got back from the saloon at the time, must camwhore with my new hair.
You know, I always spend 5 to 6 hours in saloons all the freaking time, BACKSIDE DAMN PAIN. Since the results never match up to my satisfaction most of the time besides the waiting, I've always dreaded going to saloons. That's one of the reason why my hair is always so long.

Actually, my hair doesn't look curly anymore, it looks kind of straight again. That's because I've already straighten my hair before, so it's pretty hard to curl it since it'll go back to being straight. I believe it'll just go completely straight after a few more washes. People say it's better this way, so I'm still deciding whether to go for a touch up soon or not.

Well, these or those curls were not the style I initially wanted, like those big messy tousled waves. I only had one option because of the straighten-hair-before-scenario, so I just took it even though I was pretty worried bout the results. Turns out: I'm not saying I love it, but I'm not saying I hate it either. I just find it cool since I've been having the same hairstyle for so long. Time for a changeeee!

& the lady found a strand of white hair on my head (!!) While Ming found another one today. (!!!!!) I know a lot of my friends have white hair too but I just.. didn't think I'd get some too. -.-" And my FACE, I wonder when is it going to heal. :((((( This is what SPM has done to me, screw you, you stressful whore!

I overate that night, that's all I can say. Fckadooo.

More moments of last tuitions..
Although Pn Chan always disses me, in a joking way which I like even though if anything happens, her finger would definitely be pointed to my face, I'm going to miss this so much too. I guess maybe it's because I talk & complain bout pretty much everything.
"Sue Zen, stop grumbling. "
Hahahaha. We had our moments, real fun. :) I hope teacher would still love & miss us even though we probably won't get an A for accounts. That was the most difficult paper I've done in 2 whole years of learning that subject. In fact, I've never seen this type of questions before! Kinda gave up and started playing my nails, staring at the clock, doodling & tried to sleep in the end. -.-"

Laughing is the best medicine, she said.

Don't be fooled, child.

At times, I'm fizz over with happiness till I can't seem to wipe away that foolish grin off my face. But most of the time, something always comes along to make me come to a halt. And this niggling feeling of unease replaces my joy in just a fleeting moment. And I'm starting to think, that maybe it's a way of God telling me that everything might just be a beautiful lie.

SPM.

I AM READY!

Bring it on!

I don't care anymore!
Let's just get this over and done with already!
Just 3 weeks, I can do this!
(I hope this confidence wouldn't deflate on me
once I step into the school tomorrow morning.
So scaaaaaary lah omg.)

I try, you know I try.

The night is becoming my worst time of the day, I'm starting to dread it. I need to stay awake for hours to muse before I will be able to drift off to sleep. Sometimes, I can't sleep at all. I lay awake, thinking and reminiscing about everything I miss and loved. And with that, a sudden sadness captures my heart that never really leaves, and then, it starts burning. It's becoming a bad habit I don't think I'll be able to break as much as I want to. I lay ahead thinking that maybe I chose the wrong path. Again. You may think I've learned my lesson, but I haven't learned a thing. I don't know how many more steps I must take to get on the right one. That's the part that sucks, we have no one to turn to when it comes to this point of life, no one to guide us. And each time we choose the wrong path, we break and we fracture. It's one hell of a frustrating situation to be in. We are all left cracked and bruised and begging silently to be bandaged back up, when the only people who can do it is ourselves. And I am now fumbling in the dark, I've lost my own glow. My dreams are all burned so bright from afar until the disgruntlement they provided me with blew out their light.
But I can set myself on fire again, just give me time.

Confessions of 2 bimbo sisters.

The funniest thing happened last night. I find it funnier than the random guy pleading me not to shake so he wouldn't steam at AAR concert. So, my sister and I were watching Paranormal Activity in her room. We were grumbling on and on about how boring it was, I mean half an hour had passed and nothing scary even happened. Just after a scene that caught us off guard and made a pair of arms magically found it's way wrapped around my waist lolol, then I went to the bathroom for a quickie. And when I got myself settled on the bed again...

The toilet flush suddenly flushed by itself even after I already flushed it.

Holy moly. I swear to God we just stared at each other for 5 seconds.

" What the.. "
" Zen. "
" Er.. uh huh...? "
" What was that? "
" I don't know. "

*Continues to stare at each other and decided to ignore it and continue watching the movie.* Then..

The toilet flush flushed, again.

*Jumped at the same time and heads snapped back to look at each other again*

" ZEN! WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT!?!?!??! "
" HOW I KNOW?!?!?!? "
" ON THE LIGHTS PLEASE ON THE LIGHTS!! "
" I DON'T DARE!!
PAUSE THE SHOW PAUSE THE SHOW! "

*Hugs each other*

Flushed again.

" PLEASE ON THE LIGHTS!!! "
" YOU GO LAAAaaAAA!! "
" ZEN, CAN YOU PLEASE SLEEP WITH ME TONIGHT?? "
" -.- (I knew she'd say that) "

Flushed again.

" OH MY GOOOOD. "
" AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhHHH! *covers ears* LYNNNNN. I'M SCARED!! "
( Seriously, I was screaming)

Well, in the end my sister decided she has more guts when it comes to ghosts than cockroaches while I'm the total opposite so she went to on the lights. Peeped through the toilet before going in. It turns out, it was my fault actually.. hahahahaha. Cause when I flushed it earlier, the button got stuck so it kept flushing by itself. It would have been kind of cool if there was a ghost in there playing with us, wouldn't it? ;0 But what a time to happen while we were watching that kind of horror show, we were seriously freaked out. As for the show, nothing much to scream about except that the ending was kinda scary in a way. It isn't a true story anyway. But for my sister..

" I think we should watch a comedy now or something. How to sleep? Let's watch Gossip Girl! I got season 2! "

Well, there was another bimbo moment when we cooked a cup noodle wrongly. Honestly, how can anyone go wrong cooking cup noodles right? :\ Slap head kao kao I tell you. But instructions were in Japanese so yeah. Well, we threw the whole thing into the bin and cooked another one in the end. And another moment of her boo ing me on the way up the stairs and managed to scare the bejesus out of me by making me scream and almost dropping the cup I was holding. It wasn't funny, but she laughed like mad. -.-" It's hard to believe she's 24 and I'm only 17, HAHAHA.

SPM ON THE WAY
+
PERIOD ON THE WAY
=
VERY VERY STRESSED OUT + PISSED CHIN SUE-ZEN.

I'm so fucking bored staring at books every stinking day. It's making me so bloody depressed for some reason. And the wait for doomsday is really killing me. So frustrating, you know? Waiting for the 18th of November. So yes, for once I wish time could move just a little bit faster. I'm being really serious, fasssterrrr lah. Ugh.