SPM ON THE WAY
+
PERIOD ON THE WAY
=
VERY VERY STRESSED OUT + PISSED CHIN SUE-ZEN.

I'm so fucking bored staring at books every stinking day. It's making me so bloody depressed for some reason. And the wait for doomsday is really killing me. So frustrating, you know? Waiting for the 18th of November. So yes, for once I wish time could move just a little bit faster. I'm being really serious, fasssterrrr lah. Ugh.

Always wanting what we can't and shouldn't have.

Isn't it odd?
When two individuals who have so much in common, might just be totally wrong for each other?

All American Rejects.

I can tell you one thing, yesterday was so not my day.

I didn't really enjoy the concert because..

1. I ONLY HAD LIKE WHAT, 8 BUCKS in my wallet? Wanted to buy other food I was craving also cannot. Cipet.
2. We had to wait under the hot blazing sun for 2 hours for nothing. Because once the gates were open, uncivilized Malaysians do not care bout lining up anymore.
3. The queue to get into the concert was freaking crazy and I almost fainted cause it was so humid. And there goes another hour.
4. Small little enthusiastic girls were shoving me hard which was so annoying, so I shoved them back! Everyone got into a squabble with everybody.
5. It rained off and on and we were drenched.
6. As I quote Amelia, we were squashed like sardines in a can. My poor feet got stepped on like 10 times. :(
7. I smelled peoples bad breath once they opened their mouth to scream and sweaty bodies were stuck on my FACE. Fuiyoh, never encounted with bad breath people in concerts before. O.O
8. -You Don't-Need-To-Know-
9. AAR only came out at 9 frigging 30 after all the local artist and by that time, my legs weren't with me anymore. So I didn't jump around screaming much.
10. Basically, I'm not really a big fan of rock bands. But they were pretty good. :)

I KNOW I COMPLAIN A LOT but I wouldn't be if it weren't thatt bad. Cause, concerts are suppose to be like that, aren't they?

The funniest part was...

since we were stuck to each others bodies like glue. Cause really, we couldn't move at all, I couldn't even turn sideways or whatever. -.-" We met a few funny guys who were trying to look at the stage through my camera cause they couldn't see the stage too. It was funny.

" Move more to ur left! No okay right right! No go down a bit! "
" Stop pushing me la! I cannot take! "
" NOT ME!! "

But one of them behind me, his FRONT was pressing against my BACKSIDE, like I could feel his dick. But there were a few times he was like Oh Shit Oh Shit when we were moved by people who were moving. So we couldn't stand it any longer and Amelia was suppose to lead us out of the crowd cause you know lah.. she damn clever to zha people who would eventually zha us. She couldn't find a way to get pass people and I got soooo frustrated I started shouting

" FASTER. FASTER. FASTER!!!! " And at the time, I totally forgot the guy and his front was still against me I starting jumping up and down on my spot with frustration a few times. And he was like...

' OH NO OH NO DON'T SHAKE DON'T SHAKE PLEASE DON'T SHAKE!! "

HAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHA. Super funny moment yo.
Yeah so... after the concert I headed out for drinks and I didn't have a good time there too. Thus, it was a bad day.

Germaine, Xu Bin, Amelia, Me, Amanda. :)

OH MY GOD I HAVE CORPSE LEGS. I don't think the 2 hours under the sun helped much.

No sunglasses really can die I tell you.

Amelia just proved it.

Our hair difference is really b.i.g.

We got in we got in!

I likey! Those 2 behind damn cute.

LOL MY TRADEMARK LA.
I find those thingys really jor deng but somehow I always end up taking them and don't know where to put it and it'll end up between my legs somehow. :\

Malaysians.

I hate sitting behind but I get to camwhore with Ming. TeeHEE.

I want to kiss Lee Min Ho all over! MARRY ME?? PLEASE?

OH
MY
FUCKING
GWAAAAAAAAAD.

SOMEONE PLEASE KILL ME NOW FOR MISSING THIS.
HE'S SOOOOOO SMILEY IN ALL THE PHOTOS IT'S SOOOO KAWAIII.
THAT RED BOW LAGI CUTE.
ARGHH DAMN HATE MYSELF RIGHT NOW.
THOSE PEOPLE STANDING BESIDE HIM AND THAT GIRL IN FRONTTTT, GO AWAY LAHASFLKASSFKAJSF!!!!
PLEASE COME BACKKKKKKK. :(

Graduation Day.

The biggest & most notorious class of Form 5!

It was a day with mixed feelings.
Excitement, fidgety, sadness, realization etc.

We spent and seen each other grow for the past 5 years together and soon, we'll be leaving smkbud4 and will be going our separate ways. Pretty sad if you ask me, I almost cried at this one period. Surprisingly, it went all smoothly. No dropping hats, or tripping over the stage on our oversized robes. But En Siva pronounced my name wrongly, again. I already corrected him at rehearsal and he said okay he'll say it right on the day but I guess I was wrong to believe him. -.-"

Everybody felt like Harry Potter that day. Everyone had a little trouble sticking pins and clips on each others robes and hats. What a messy scene. I was FREAKING OUT in the toilet cause my hat just couldn't sit still on my too small head. And my fringe was so annoying, I used 8 hair clips in total. :\

I never truly realized how much of a camwhores bu4 ians were. That day it was like everywhere I turned, I have camera flashes blinding my eyessss. And now facebook is flooded with albums after albums of it with almost the same titles! -.-" I wonder how do I look with the picture on stage though, super canggih cameras are not my best friend. Like Meng Pei's omg! Look like crap in every single picture.

We are the syaitans. :)
I looked totally lost in that robe.

Shing Yi and Ming.

Ming is always so damn kelefeh and funny in a lot of pictures I tell you.

Pretty pretty Lai Yee!

Julian Wong. We were once a couple 4 years ago, can you believe it? Hahaha. He said I look drunk in this picture. -.-"

Eng Khoon, Out of all the pictures we took I like the one he wasn't lookin at the camera. :\

Jaz.

Zi Cong. Right behind him for the past 3 years in every exam and sat beside him listening to him rant for 3 whole hours that day too!

AARON. midget and giant!

With Amelia.

Liyana and Suhaila.

Amelia, Juliet.

Yue Qi, Jen Yin.

I CANNOT STOP LAUGHING AT THIS PICTURE.
Zi Cong and I couldn't stop giggling like crazy when we came across it DURING the ceremony!

With our beloved funny history teacher who sets really hard history papers, En Siva. :)

We complain a lot wearing them.

DONNGGGG ! IM GONNA MISS HIM SO FREAKING MUCH EVEN THOUGH HE ANNOYS THE HELL OUT OF ME IN TUITION ALSO ZOMG. :(:(:(

Ashley,Ming, Me, Jenn, Leanne, Aisya.

3 childhood buddies who discovered make up for our faces together has finally grown up!

Shi Kai, Zong Ning, Ai Ni, Jen yin :)

Miss Meng pei who looked like a geisha.

Omg I could finally take it off and look at that hair which looks like a mob. -.-"
Oh well, this is sze hao the sleepiest guy I've ever met in my life.

Oo I like this. Joe Ian.

Zi Chuen.

My lovely best single ladies for sale! Omg my hair so long until it touches the table. o.O

JC and Ying Yi.

Our 4th super duper fierce headmaster of the school. He was wearing the funniest robe and hat before that.

I find this SUPER CUTE! MR PEK!
I used to have a crush on him ya know, cause he is so cute.

More pictures with other people and from peoples camera are tagged on facebook.
I very lazy already.

Main point is: I graduated! Before spm. Weirdest thing ever.

Attention!

Hey guys.

So I have been thinking of changing my hair style since.. I don't know, half a year ago? I'm just so sick of having straight long hair. So I was thinking of curling it a bit, just around the ends of my hair. What do you think?

Straight or wavy?

Please comment!

Listening to:
No Way by Lady Gaga.

I just got home and it's raining and I saw a blind mice at a mamak that scared and disgusted the living daylights out of me and I'm dead tired but I don't think I'll be able to sleep tonight because the effing mosque has started its prayers.

I've been super depressed the whole day. So, I went to play snooker. To hit some bloody balls man, to release anger ya know? I didn't know it took so long to finish a game! I also don't know whether it's beginners luck or what cause I only play pool all these while but my partner for the night and I won 5 games in a row throughout the whole 5 games! Hahahahahaha wa super chun, damn cool! It was fun while it lasted. Quite addictive I must say, I can't wait to play again. But I was also told that Akon's concert tonight was major awesome, got take picture to show it to my face some more! Made me depressed again till now. Stupid SPM is getting in the friggin way of everything. Ugh. So annoying.

Okay, main reason why I'm depressed.

I'm not going to get to see Lee Min Ho tomorrow. I mean today. MOTHER TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT LAH. So for those who are going, please take lots and lots of pictures for me to see. :( I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE I'M MISSING THIS ONCE IN A LIFETIME OPPORTUNITY. NO MORE HOPES OF LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. -_-"

Eyelids super heavy already, all these lack of sleep is causing brain damage to me too. I just realized I said "super" and "depressed" 3 times! Hahahah. Good night.